Today again it is raining in my city.I had a train journey of 1 an a half hour towards the college and again same amount of time to come back home. I love that journey ..but sometime it's boring, When I look through the window, I saw the slums beside the rail track .. and it seems to me like the first glimpse of colonization . They used to seat on railway tracks , children used to play near train sometimes move around their face to look at the new faces of the passengers. They don't have any fear or any sorrow they are just used to that kind of life .. most of them do not even go to school, but I hear the sound of a TV set from their house and I see mobile phones in their hands, now that is the most strange thing that could only happen in India . Why is that ? a big question without any answer. Many things I don't like about my country ,what I think that the main cause of their problem is overpopulation , poverty , corrupted politics and "politics with that poverty" .
Anyways these questions exists for more than few hundred years and we moved on with that disease.We are also used to it too fast .
Psychology of human mind is sometimes too fuzzy to describe it into mathematical logic.It has a large knowledge base and everything is so complex that I am too fascinated with the problem .The logical deduction most of the people do is creating new possibilities .. but what I think that deduction is nothing but eliminating possibilities with the help of reasoning .
Yesterday in our locality something bad happened .One of my known dada had committed suicide. He was doing M.A. degree in history.. and what I sort out that he saw no prospect in his life so the depression came, another strange thing is that in the same day his mother also passed away 4 years ago from cancer,loneliness ignites depression, that may happened to him . I don't know . The exact feeling before suicide is hard to describe one of my senior described that feeling successfully in his poem series 'morbid' .
Yesterday I again start reading 'Special Theory of Relativity ' ...... :-)
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